1st half of the semester...

this time, his semester, is quite a challenging one for me. mostly mentally and emotionally.. there's sooooooo many things happening in my head right now that i hope i can still keep my sanity until the semester's over. mcm2 masalah from the start of the semester up until now. first, validation bangang, nasib baik selesai. then silat. dpt petang. try to change it to morning, xdpt, frust gile babi punye frust. then kt rumah lagi. pastu aritu problem with one of my friends, took all the blame and assignments jgn ckp ar... bertimbun2. psycho buat aku psiko! assignment bangsawan xdpt cari rujukan langsung. i'm supposed to go to Jason Mraz's concert on the night of 4th of march, bought the tickets already, but i'm gonna be having my acting test that night. on the same day there'll be a photoshoot and an event with the seniors where i think we're supposed to help them. how am i able to go watch jason sing bella luna then!!!!!!!!!!! and now showcase pulak. aiyo. fuck ar. hope i won't sink into depression or something cause i think that it's actually coming my way...

showcase

oh my goodness... pening gile... nak join showcase... but they're all full...
i should've registered earlier... skarang dah kabut kan...
padan muke diri sendiri. serves me right... =(

i still am should be doing assignments

haaahaaa! =P

*sigh*

still crazy about twilight.

this is just something i did during my free time. I was thinking about Twilight, and wondered about Bella's perspective if Edward never came back and she recalled all the good things about him years after the last goodbye...

I still remember him. I can almost perfectly recall his angelic face in what is left of my imagination. I can see him smiling my favorite, his left mouth turned up higher, making it look crooked. His smile reached up to his eyes, but his frozen marble face wouldn’t let any trace of the slightest of wrinkles appear. His dirty bronze hair billows in the wind, the only part of him that is free from eternal freeze. I remember the way he ran his beautiful, perfect hands through the softness of his hair, a sign of nervousness, one of the new feelings he picked up during those days when we were together.

The way his face turned smooth with no signs of feeling when he’s either angry or irritated, always being a gentleman. The pure horror in his eyes during the times when we had fun with truth or dare, and I dared him to eat human food. The way he sprinted through the lush, green woods on the usual walks we had together to mock show-off for my own personal gain of humor. The sneaky little notes we sent each other in the classes we had together, my scrawls ruining his elegantly flawless handwriting, or manuscript to be precise.

The way our hands intertwined and fit perfectly in one another. When he absentmindedly buried his face in my hair and plant a nice, soft kiss. The way he traced his hands along my face, being extra careful because of my fragile nature. I remember the sound of his laughter, like the sound of bells ringing in the distance. The wonderful scent that came naturally with him, the smell that I can’t seem to get enough of, the scent that left me wanting more of him. I remembered our bodies, delicately intertwined, him curving his to match my natural one. His hard, cold lips lightly touching my soft ones, moving together in harmony, sending waves of pure pleasure throughout myself. The thought that all of these proved that he do, too, love me as much as I love him, if not more.

It has been 42 years, and he is out there somewhere, forever 17, still carrying with him something that has been his since the first time we met; my heart.

apabila ku patut mencari bahan untuk assignment....

ku online
kemak zul!
=P
huahahahahahah hmmm....

fuck psychology..... =(

skips a beat

*sigh*
he's soooo damn adorable
a super simple and quiet guy
but adorable nonetheless =)

accidents

do happen.

fuck it.....!