picnic!

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mel, izzah, alya, adella, kamal (photographer) kelaparan!

adella : jgn amek dulu! org tgh baring ni, nampak mcm godzilla x?

picture perfect =)

i love my girl-friends =)

forever 21 18

my birthday's coming up in a week, and i hate it.
i don't want to turn 19.
i want to be forever 18.
where is Edward Cullen when i need him?!!

puncak perdana....

i might actually miss it terribly...

melylolo arylala

indie goodness 150309

I'd read it everyday...

It's hard to wake up
when the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted, it's so pathetic
it makes no sense at all
I'm ripe with things to say
the words rot and fall away
My stupid poem could fix this home
I'd read it every day

So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time
you gave it all away.
It was mine, so when you're dead and gone,
will you remember this night?
twenty years now lost.
It's not right.

Their anger hurts my ears
been running strong for seven years
Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them
it makes no sense at all
I see them everyday
we get along so why can't they?
If this is what he wants, and it's what she wants
then why is there so much pain?

So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time
you gave it all away.
It was mine, so when you're dead and gone,
will you remember this night?
twenty years now lost
It's not right.

So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time
you gave it all away.
It was mine, so when you're dead and gone,
will you remember this night?
twenty years now lost.
It's not right
It's not right
It's not right
It's not right

Blink-182 - Stay Together For The Kids

you don't talk of.........

the exams has finally started for me. i had my first paper this morning, which was Appreciation of Asian Arts. it was nervewrecking at first but thank goodness i was able to answer them smoothly. and now, 5 more papers to go -_-..........

in the afternoon, i hung out with one of my best friends. we strolled around sacc mall and etc because we were sooooo fucking bored holed out at puncak. afterwards we had an early dinner at McDonalds and had a lot of fun talking and gossiping. we also talked about our worries about the future. worries about how will we be like when we get older. we even talked about the kiamat, hari kiamat, an inevitable day and just waiting to happen anytime. agak cuak sebab kitorang takut yg nnt xsempat taubat sebelum hari tersebut. ye la, masing2 boleh tahan la dosa2 sume. muda lagi, masih active mencuba benda2 baru, including benda2 yang membawa kpd dosa. eeeeeee takot!

nowadays i'm veeeeery paranoid about death and the end of the world. everywhere i go, everything i do makes me worry that i might die anytime because of it. i don't want to die. not yet. i want to live my life to the fullest. i want to have a real job. i want to own my own home, i wanna get married, i wanna have lots and lots of babieeesssss!!!!!! hahah.

oh well. lets just pray for the best in our lives.

back to the top of the world Puncak Perdana

yuppp... i'm back! and the weather couldn't get any hotter than here =(
it's midnight. i want to sleep. but it has been almost a week that i hadn't been online, so, yeah.
exams will start this wednesday and i'm kinda scared. i haven't studied yet. damn it.
it has only been approximately 3 hours since i arrived at puncak, and already i miss home...
but i do miss my friends too and i can't wait to see them =)
and i miss bumping into him.. but damn it he's taken.. *sigh*