Happy Birthday Kak Sheena!

every birthday must have a cake, and it's up to me this time!

memang xsah kalau xde cupcakes.

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all the ingredients and tools

my outfit for the night. baju still bau kedai, hahah.

the birthday girl with Aunt. Zoe

Ferra baru bangun, and she's groggy!

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Hugo, Mika and Abg. Yus

Bringing all the food downstairs.

Aaliya made this sign heehee.

Malteser Cake by yours truly ;P

"happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you....."

Happy 24th Birthday Kak Sheena. Live Long and Prosper.

self pity

babyherry_herix: memang geng godunk seme kaki tdoww...
Mel: hahahaha
Mel: aku x dowh
Mel: hahahaha
babyherry_herix: u makan!!!!!!
Mel: hell no
Mel: hahahahahhh
babyherry_herix: ibu roti!!!!
babyherry_herix: zul2...
babyherry_herix: kuat makan!11
Mel: pantat\
Mel: hahahahahahahh
Mel: zul bapak roti dowh
Mel: hahahaha
Mel: n zul yg kuat makan
babyherry_herix: hahaaa.........
Mel: nape korang ckp aku yg kuat makan aku pun xpaham
Mel: hahahahaha
babyherry_herix: tak2....
babyherry_herix: mel kuat...
babyherry_herix: kuat skodeng emil!!!!
Mel: hahahahhaa
Mel: mmg pon
Mel: tp
Mel: skarang agak kecundang
Mel: xnak skodeng bf org weh
Mel: jahattttt
babyherry_herix: u lambat!!!!!!!!!
Mel: hhahahaah
Mel: ye la
Mel: lambat dlm 2 tahun la kan
babyherry_herix: agak arh...
babyherry_herix: takpe2...
Mel: diorang da lame dowh
Mel: xnak kacauuu
Mel: hahahahahahh
babyherry_herix: kumbang bukan seko...
Mel: yeah
Mel: but kumbang unik mcm die susah nk jumpe
babyherry_herix: tak cari...
babyherry_herix: camne nak jumper...!!!!
Mel: hahaha
Mel: ye la ye la
Mel: nnt aku cari la
Mel: adehhh
Mel: haha
babyherry_herix: eh...
babyherry_herix: cam desperate ar plak..!!!!!!!
babyherry_herix: huhuhuuuuuuu..
Mel: agak arrr
Mel: hahahaha
Mel: no la
Mel: xdesperate
Mel: just
Mel: i dont know
Mel: tgk korang sume
babyherry_herix: hahahahaaaaaaa.
Mel: sume ade pasangan masing2
Mel: dlm gdnk, aku sorang je kot single
Mel: hahaha
babyherry_herix: ala...lek ar...
babyherry_herix: jodoh lum sampai ar tuh..
babyherry_herix: single syok ape..??
Mel: hahahaha
Mel: mmg syok
Mel: skejap syok ah
Mel: kalau lame bosan gile dowhhhh
Mel: hahaha
Mel: da la puncak tu bosan
Mel: if ade bf kt sane best gk
babyherry_herix: u da couple t...
babyherry_herix: haaaa...
Mel: bosan2 je bole lepak kt bwh blok
Mel: ngahahahahahaahh
babyherry_herix: u taw ar camne..
Mel: hahaha
Mel: tu laen cite arr
Mel: hahahahah
Mel: but
Mel: kadang2 ok gk single
babyherry_herix: haah...
Mel: xde nk serabut mcm korang
babyherry_herix: da gadoh...
Mel: sbb aku tgk korang sume ade2 je!!
Mel: hahahahahahaha
babyherry_herix: 1 puncak taw...
Mel: lol!
babyherry_herix: berangkot kotak bagai...
babyherry_herix: bile da gado...
Mel: hahahahahahhhh!
Mel: hell yeah
Mel: mcm ***** n ***
Mel: setiapminggu angkut kotak
babyherry_herix: betol ar tuh!!!!
Mel: org tgk mesti org pikir "diorang ni xhabis2 lagi ke unpack time sampai puncak?"
Mel: or
babyherry_herix: da cam keje kilang doh.
Mel: "diorang ni xsabar nak balik raya sampai dah packing ke?"
Mel: hahahahaha
babyherry_herix: hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
babyherry_herix:
Mel: hahah



ahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhhhhhfuck *sigh*

light that the dark brings

thank you H1N1. now i have a 1 week semester break. and i also have no idea what fill into my suddenly empty calendar. hmmmmmmm......

little heart

this little heart loves to sing. this little heart loves music. this little heart is too selfless. this little heart is too nice. this little heart is too giving. this little heart is too soft. this little heart is forgiving. this little heart is calm and contented. this little heart is sometimes mellow. this little heart is sometimes depressed. this little heart is indecisive. this little heart loves to dream. this little heart wants a lot of things. this little heart never gets them. this little heart always falls for the wrong one. but this little heart wants its other half. this little heart is mine.

Into The Wild.

Into The Wild can easily be summed up in one word; Powerful. It was based on a true story about a young man who feels that there is more to life than graduating college, working a decent well-paid job, all the materiality, hypocrisy, unfairness & unjust, dealing with troubled parents who seems to never care about anything else but living a mediocre life and shielding the dark side of the house away from judging eyes. It is a tale not about finding oneself; it has been found and is being pursuit.

I watch this movie with such an awe and respect for the young man. Chris must have been a brave person who kept true to his virtue without letting anyone tarnishing it. Almost each and every scene got me wondering, where the hell did this one 20-something guy found the guts and went on such a self-revolutionary adventure? Some might think that he had gone mental, which happened quite sometime towards the end of the movie, but I think that he is a genius. How many people are there who could have ever thought about hitchhiking through America and living life off wild animals and edible plants deep in the forest, and better yet, actually making it a reality?

By heart, Into The Wild was an eye-opener, awe-inspiring story told beautifully with graceful raw edges that should be told to everyone. It has definitely inspire me to better myself in this cruel, cruel world, but it has also made me realized that amidst all the hypocrites, there are a handful of genuine people that will teach us some of life’s important lessons and I hope that I will someday find my own. My only regret about this empowering movie is that I wish Chris had survived, and lived to tell his own beautiful story himself.

bad attempt at trying to put emotions into pretty words.

pabila hati ini melayang tinggi ke awang-awangan
berada di dunia kayangan penuh fantasi
pabila hati ini jatuh bawah ke tanah
berada di dunia realiti penuh kekecewaan.

yeah.
dah dua kali ku kecewa.
tapi, life has to go on, and this heart just have to deal with it...

current hobbies and lusts

I now have a hobby of reading fashion blogs. they're pretty cool and it definitely helped me look for styles that i love. the only downside of it is that it caused me to feel intense liking/love toward items of clothing that are hard to find here in Malaysia, and being a regular student, are truly out of my financial reach. i now lust over this amazing pair of shoes.





they're one of the pairs from Converse's line of The Doors inspired shoes. i absolutely LOVE this one!! i've always wanted a pair of leather boots but wasn't keen on getting actual ones. this particular pair is leather, it's black, it's extra high high-top chucks, it's from Converse, The Doors are awesome, it looks like a pair of boots but it's not and it's PERFECT!!!! i imagine myself wearing these bad boys to toughen up a simple black babydoll dress or any classy dress, paired with tights and and stacked up silver bangles. or maybe with a loose oversized shirt and a pair of leggings or bleached blue jeans tucked into the shoes. ahhhh how i wish........