Holidays.....

...can sometimes be a bore. it's been a month since the holidays started and nothing much happened. there was the occasional birthdays and celebration like Raya Haji and whatnot, but i'm hard to please and i hate social interactions, especially with distant family members during gatherings on one of the event stated above. mostly because i always don't know what to say to them, to start a conversation, and that they never really notice me anyways. and it does help that i'm oh-soo-shy and have a low self esteem. so, almost all the time, i'm bored....and lame.

and this holiday, i spent most of my weekends and a whole lot of my time in shopping malls. my parents' anniversary is coming up, so my dad asked us to look something nice for our mum, so, we decided to find her a new designer handbag since she only has one. so i spent most of my weekends with my sisters inside gucci and ferragamo and fendi and whatnot and it's no fun. i hate designer boutique. i hate their snotty workers who scrutinized your every move, my every move, as if i'm not self-conscious enough. FU. thank goodness that we finally found one for our mum and that to me, at least, the ordeal of having to face those pruney-faced people in the stores is finally over.

so now, i'm just lazing around on my bed with a laptop on my lap doing this and other things each and every hour of every single day.

i need to get a life. an exciting one perhaps.