Tuesday, March 24, 2009

to singapore, or not to singapore...

that is the fucking question that made my head spin for the last few days. i wanted to go, i really really do! i've been waiting for the day where my cousin finally invites me to go with her. but when she did, she picked the worst weekend there is. she wanted to go this friday until sunday, but i have sociology with mr.norman, and he is very very strict about attendency. and then there's silat on saturday, which will be double classes cause we didn'thave any last week! and assignments are up to my nose and i'm almost drowning in it. i hadn't renewed my passport and i dont want to ask mummy the money for it cause she will be going away for her second umrah but this time she'll be going with my eldest sister. and going for an umrah will require a lot of money, so i don't want to add to the burden of asking more for the singapore trip+renewing my passport. and next month i'm going to be needing more money to pay for our class fund and i'll have to pay rm200 for it and that's already a lot of money right there.

i've made a deal with mr.norman that i'll do an extra assignment instead of attending his class. and i will try to persuade my silat teacher to let me off this saturday and i will repeat the double class during the morning session. that means that i'll be attending both morning and afternoon silat classes on saturday. all these will burden my for the next month, the last month of the semester. there's just soooooooo many things preventing me from escaping to singapore for the weekend. i'm tired by just thinking about whether to go or not.it's already tuesday and i still haven'tmade up my mind yet. help me! =(

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