you don't talk of.........

the exams has finally started for me. i had my first paper this morning, which was Appreciation of Asian Arts. it was nervewrecking at first but thank goodness i was able to answer them smoothly. and now, 5 more papers to go -_-..........

in the afternoon, i hung out with one of my best friends. we strolled around sacc mall and etc because we were sooooo fucking bored holed out at puncak. afterwards we had an early dinner at McDonalds and had a lot of fun talking and gossiping. we also talked about our worries about the future. worries about how will we be like when we get older. we even talked about the kiamat, hari kiamat, an inevitable day and just waiting to happen anytime. agak cuak sebab kitorang takut yg nnt xsempat taubat sebelum hari tersebut. ye la, masing2 boleh tahan la dosa2 sume. muda lagi, masih active mencuba benda2 baru, including benda2 yang membawa kpd dosa. eeeeeee takot!

nowadays i'm veeeeery paranoid about death and the end of the world. everywhere i go, everything i do makes me worry that i might die anytime because of it. i don't want to die. not yet. i want to live my life to the fullest. i want to have a real job. i want to own my own home, i wanna get married, i wanna have lots and lots of babieeesssss!!!!!! hahah.

oh well. lets just pray for the best in our lives.

back to the top of the world Puncak Perdana

yuppp... i'm back! and the weather couldn't get any hotter than here =(
it's midnight. i want to sleep. but it has been almost a week that i hadn't been online, so, yeah.
exams will start this wednesday and i'm kinda scared. i haven't studied yet. damn it.
it has only been approximately 3 hours since i arrived at puncak, and already i miss home...
but i do miss my friends too and i can't wait to see them =)
and i miss bumping into him.. but damn it he's taken.. *sigh*

Phew..............

Finally, classes for this semester are finally over. No more going to class, no more having to climb up and down the stairs to go to class, no more having to endure the fight with sleepiness in class, no more dramas, no more stress, and most importantly, NO MORE ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!! Woooooooooooooohoooooooooo!

But the end of classes also means no more hanging out after class, no more goofing off in class, no more joking with a handful of great lecturers, no more checkin’ out people going to and coming back from class, and most importantly, the start of the study week, meaning EXAMINATIONS!

These last couple of weeks has been the hardest of all. Assignments were up to our noses, most of them pending and were done at the 11^th hour (sumpah xtipu!). More dramas ensued as a result of too much stress that collided with one another. Important errands were done at the last minute. All of which put so much stress on our shoulders. When stress + erratic weather come together, it could only mean one thing = SICKNESS.

Most of us are sick right now because of those two things. I myself has been sick for approximately two weeks, with the sickness ranging from flu, cough, fever, and now, all of those combined. I watched a screening last Friday (3 Budak Melayu, best heehee) and fits of coughs can be heard separately apart from my own.

But now that all of these things had come and pass, it is now time to relax and unwind a little, but preparations for the exams has to be made too. I hope that I could retain my pointers which was quite good actually last semester. I wish that I’ll get into the Dean’s List again. I want to make my parents proud and prove to them that while I might play around a lot instead of focusing on my studies, I can still do well in it. I will also prove to them that the course I’m taking is not as easy as it seems AT ALL and that it had taught me a lot of things that I could use in life later on and that it would be useful for me succeed in life.

Alas, I now can continue on to study week, and finally, EXAMS!!!!!! And finally finally, H O L I D A Y ! ! ! ! !

p/s: agak skema la post yang ni. Huahah.

to singapore, or not to singapore...

that is the fucking question that made my head spin for the last few days. i wanted to go, i really really do! i've been waiting for the day where my cousin finally invites me to go with her. but when she did, she picked the worst weekend there is. she wanted to go this friday until sunday, but i have sociology with mr.norman, and he is very very strict about attendency. and then there's silat on saturday, which will be double classes cause we didn'thave any last week! and assignments are up to my nose and i'm almost drowning in it. i hadn't renewed my passport and i dont want to ask mummy the money for it cause she will be going away for her second umrah but this time she'll be going with my eldest sister. and going for an umrah will require a lot of money, so i don't want to add to the burden of asking more for the singapore trip+renewing my passport. and next month i'm going to be needing more money to pay for our class fund and i'll have to pay rm200 for it and that's already a lot of money right there.

i've made a deal with mr.norman that i'll do an extra assignment instead of attending his class. and i will try to persuade my silat teacher to let me off this saturday and i will repeat the double class during the morning session. that means that i'll be attending both morning and afternoon silat classes on saturday. all these will burden my for the next month, the last month of the semester. there's just soooooooo many things preventing me from escaping to singapore for the weekend. i'm tired by just thinking about whether to go or not.it's already tuesday and i still haven'tmade up my mind yet. help me! =(

manis @ indiegoodness @ mcpa

best gila!
i'm officially not a gig virgin anymore!
sebenarnya, ni lah gig pertama aku
pergi pun sbb xpernah pegi, and nak support band Manis
memang best gile
lompat2 xingat dunia punye!
hahahahaah
Manis was awesome!
rock on Lead! and Wiem! and Syuk! and Achin! and Aiena! and Halim! =)

mummy....

nak balik! rindu kt mummy ku. dan rindu tido atas katilku yang empuk di dalam bilik ku yg sentiasa dingin... *sigh*

ku tak berani mati

mmg xberani mati. tp teater Berani Mati mmg best! walaupun terlambat dan sempat tgk 1/3 je dr keseluruhannya, tp mmg sempat gelak2 and terpegun dgn teater tu. it was very, very cynical. sempat buat lawak time hampir nk kene ambush hahahahahhh! the actors did a very good job in their acting. the characters were all different and full of humour in times of desperation hahahh!

agak disappointed la xdpt tgk full. and a bit menyesal xtgk time pementasan kt DBP arituh. *sigh*